Have you ever had those moments wherein you see a certain quote or poem and suddenly you have all these feelings you can’t contain? Because I have. It was almost dawn. I was reading Lang Leav’s Lullabies book. Then I stumble to this poem titled Acceptance

There are things I miss that I shouldn’t, and those I don’t that I should. Sometimes we want what we couldn’t – sometimes we love who we could.- Lang Leav

Isn’t it funny how we miss the things we shouldn’t but don’t to those who we should? And want the things we couldn’t and love who we could? Life is indeed crazy. Crazy that sometimes we go insane figuring things out. Who cares if we miss someone that we shouldn’t? Who cares if we love someone that we shouldn’t? Let it go. Let it flow. We weren’t meant to figure things out. We were meant to accept. Accept that this universe allowed this to happen simply because it must happen. Accept that everything happens for a reason may it be good or bad. Because to some of us acceptance is the only way. This is what life is all about afterall. And we can’t control it. If you learn to accept it by yourself, people around you will soon accept it too. Remember acceptance starts from within.




It was nearly midnight
Drizzling and chilly
She was in the midst of finding herself
Searching for her place in this drastic world
Right then, a bright light gleams above
She looked up….
And smiled
Finally the answer she’s been waiting for

– Claudine (theamantdefleur) xx


You put flowers on my head.
Roses to be precise.
“You’re my angel” he whispered quietly.
I looked in the mirror.
I blushed.

But, it’s not like that anymore.
As I now look in the mirror.
I can see myself bleeding.
There are no flowers.

All I can see is… thorns.

Walking away but not letting go


I am sorry for walking away
I have my whys and wherefores
I have my reasons.
Reasons that you may not clearly understand
Because even I, myself, don’t understand it either

Maybe it is better this way
Time heals everything
Just know that I am not giving up.
I am coming back.

Maybe not for now
But soon.

I just need time. And maybe you.
Time to think.
Time to find ourselves.
Time to rediscover ourselves.

And when I came back
I wish everything will still be the same as what we are before.