It was nearly midnight
Drizzling and chilly
She was in the midst of finding herself
Searching for her place in this drastic world
Right then, a bright light gleams above
She looked up….
And smiled
Finally the answer she’s been waiting for

– Claudine (theamantdefleur) xx

What makes life interesting and memorable?


I keep on wondering and asking, what makes life memorable and wonderful?

Is it the compliment we receive everyday?

Is it the love we get from our special someone?

Is it because of the expensive bags, high-end shoes and priceless jewelries we owned?

Is it because of the cute guy who waved and smiled at you earlier?

Or is it because of the amazing places you’ve been to?

Life is not all about rainbows and butterflies

For me… the pain, the sufferings, the challenges and the obstacles that we conquer in our daily lives is what makes life more memorable and wonderful.

Because of it, we learned to strive and survive. And when I look back to it. Life is truly tough and hard but it is indeed amazing.

So never stop believing because miracles happen everyday.


You put flowers on my head.
Roses to be precise.
“You’re my angel” he whispered quietly.
I looked in the mirror.
I blushed.

But, it’s not like that anymore.
As I now look in the mirror.
I can see myself bleeding.
There are no flowers.

All I can see is… thorns.

Walking away but not letting go


I am sorry for walking away
I have my whys and wherefores
I have my reasons.
Reasons that you may not clearly understand
Because even I, myself, don’t understand it either

Maybe it is better this way
Time heals everything
Just know that I am not giving up.
I am coming back.

Maybe not for now
But soon.

I just need time. And maybe you.
Time to think.
Time to find ourselves.
Time to rediscover ourselves.

And when I came back
I wish everything will still be the same as what we are before.